As I'm writing this, my computer clock is 10:06pm. Still have a couple of hours before it's 2010. And I'm sitting in the hotel room in Miri, hoping to see fireworks from the window.
Two O O Nine.
It's a bittersweet year. If I want to recall back everything, two hours won't be enough. Hee. Let's just stick to major highlights only.
I survived final year. Hee. Somehow I missed being a UTPian. Obviously did not miss all the lectures, assignment and definitely won't be missing FYP. But just hanging out with friends. I miss going out almost all night to find something to eat. Miss learning dancing Nobody from Faezah. I miss the heart-to-heart session with Syafiqa before we went to sleep. (it's more like I bugged the hell out of her every night. LOL.)
Graduation? It's a feeling that I can't describe.
Convocation? I came. I received my scroll. I went back. Didn't get the time to hang out with friends.
I fell in love. I fell out of love.
Oh. Thanks to Faezah (and DC++), I got myself immersed with Kpop world. It started from a small MV file. Now it has grown to almost 400Gb of pure love. LOL. Thanks to SuJu, I switched off my reality for 6 months. It's not too much if I said SuJu heals the pain and scar that I have for 5 years. Or maybe 10 years. LOL. Ayat poyo OK.
I 13elieve and prom15e to be their true fan regardless of what will happen later on in 2010.
I was unemployed for almost 6 months. I was anxious, emotional, depressed, sometimes hopeful, sometimes I lost all hopes. When I thought that I should move on and quit on waiting, they called. So now, I am a Field Engineer based in Miri. Thank Allah for that. There were days I cried because how lucky I am to be able to work on something that I like. So I should not waste this chance.
Regrets? I have a few. But won't think too much of it. Take it as a lesson learnt and move on.
So, forget the past. Live in the present.
HAPPY 2010!!
May all of your dreams, hopes and wishes come true!